Finally

I never knew I loved you,
didn't see at all,
that you are what I wanted,
your name my heart does call.
I was young, I wanted freedom,
I've realized my mistake,
now I just want to hold you,
these feelings I could not fake.
I understand you may not want this,
may not trust me now,
you may not even love me,
shut me from your memory,
I can totally understand how.
But realize that I've missed you,
wanted to ask you back,
found myself dialing your number,
then the confidence I would lack.
Only now do I realize what I really had,
If I had met you that little bit later,
I would have been more than glad.
I know my heart has issues,
But you it has never forgot,
still you are the only one,
whos has the key my heart can unlock.